depression, like most other factors of the human condition, is predictable. Played out. Difficult to understand from a distance. Too easy to understand when you’re close to it.

Its funny cause you know how its going to go. Yet you cant help it. Its like watching a movie a hundred times over. And then being in it.

Im afraid of losing something that was never really mine. Just to put it out there. nowΒ how fucked up is that πŸ˜€


28 responses to “

  1. Not too fucked up, its the realization that you’re going to lose that hope you’ve been harbouring or any potential chance of it ever being yours

    Life. Have to redraw the map to wherever we’re headed everyday. As for depression at least if you know it from close-up previously, you’ll know what to expect and that there is a way to an exit somehow.

  2. I feel it yo! I’m not sure about the easy to understand part though.

  3. I don’t know get what you’re talking about.

    I really shouldn’t read blogs at work when my brain’s asleep. 😦

  4. ^ LOLSSS

    astagfirullah talk abt ethics πŸ˜‰

  5. well no one can help u out….sometimes u r da only person who can help urself….

  6. And you said, *i* was depressed. hmmph!

  7. @humayra
    i dont mind redraw… at all. Hate rubbing off my work though.

    Yo! neither am i! πŸ˜›

    at work. you should work! oh, the irony of me saying that!! πŸ˜‰

    i consider myself lucky then. cause i dont really know a lotta ppl who’re greater help than me! πŸ˜‰

    you ARE depressed! im just, not too happy. πŸ˜›

  8. I am NOT depressed… infact you’re the one who writes more depressing posts then anyone else. πŸ˜›

  9. i write a lot of happy posts too! i even wrote about a chocolate omlette! ALL your posts are depressed and full of sighs!! πŸ˜›

  10. I’m just pessimistic, you beta, are. depressed.

  11. beta, pessimistic is just the burger word for depressed! πŸ˜€

    and pessimistic is worse, cause its a forever thing since its a personality trait, depression is a temporary state πŸ˜›

  12. Sad post. Not your usual style.

    (Ive read just about 4 posts of yours :P)

  13. lol youre right. not my usual style! πŸ˜›


    dekho! πŸ˜€

  14. My posts arent depressing either! and i DO get happy. πŸ˜› Oh Uni should go through your posts done during Ramadan. they. reek. of. depression. πŸ˜›

    On a more serious note, if something wasn’t ‘yours’ in the first place, you should try and get over it. Look at the brighter side of things.. [and there IS a bright side of everything!]

  15. stop telling her what to do πŸ˜›

    and yes, there IS a bright side of things, i agree. πŸ˜€

  16. Uni is a she?

    Is ‘it’ a UNIcorn or UNIversity?

    You can so tell I’m reading this at work again, can’t you?

  17. she certainly is a she!

    yes i can. totally. πŸ˜›

  18. @farooq kay
    Hey… *indignantly*.. how can you be so sure.. I may be a 37 year old man, pretending to be a woman?

    Waisay, going through the Ramadan posts of yours.. I can safely say that your posts aren’t as depressing as THIS one…
    (dunno about the rest of your blog though)

    No… NOT unicorn, and certainly not university!

  19. i like to give ppl the benefit of doubt! πŸ˜›

    and yes, my blog is not a depressing place, most days. πŸ˜€

  20. quite fucked up. πŸ˜€

    going well I hope =)

  21. πŸ˜€

    quite well, thank you very much!

  22. dude u didnt tell me that YOU were still depressed, or not too happy as you like to call it, wen i txted u a few days back. Need to talk?

  23. nope, im good! πŸ˜€

  24. aap khud bhi update kar lia karain blog

  25. Heheh, good one man. And well, yeah… I think once you realize that there’s a certain path your emotions will take, can make the entire deal more.. tolerable. It doesn’t ease things, but at least you know how it’s gonna unfold! πŸ™‚

  26. bahah Leena is my proof! πŸ˜› See, I was RIGHT.

  27. @pinkkay
    ji acha

    sahee baat hai πŸ˜›

    lol she just got married, so her opinion doesnt count! πŸ˜›

  28. Been there, lost that. πŸ˜‰

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