Theres so much to be greatful for. Everything in life is understandable.
I dont feel or want to feel greatful. Dont want to understand.
I want to be angry, so angry that it makes my mind stop working, so angry that there’s no place left in my heart for anything else. I feel disconnected. I want to feel some kinda rush. Anything. Exhilaration. To show me im alive.
There’s still so much to be greatful for. And everything is still so understandable.